Gratitude.
Tuesday, July 22, 2014 | 1:25 AM | 0 comments
Where do I start?I had a shitty Secondary school.
I screwed up big time, I hurt the people (my friends) around me.
I can't remember what happened, but there definitely were some major drama. (More like operas)
I ended up being detached from them.
Poly then started.
I had the best classmates, who turned best friends not long after.
(Well, I guess if we see each other almost everyday, it's not difficult being best friends :X Heh!)
But anyway, I met these people, Theng, Shao Hui, Jonathan, Amani - these few, are the closer ones.
And not forgetting:
Zaf, the crazy malay boy who always calls me "Shan shan".
Shala, the opposite of Zaf - quiet, shy but always flashes his signature smile.
Derek, the one who always has the funniest and weirdest ideas and I swear sometimes I don't know what he's talking about.
Terence, the one who doesn't talk much (to me) but is always laughing.
Kenneth, who totally mia-ed from all of us after graduation.
Dong Xuan, 23! (Need me say more? :D)
Cassandra, oh she's really the one who just disappeared because we don't have a contact not even facebook and stuff.
I am thankful, for everyone I've met, for everyone who have stayed in my life for so long ;')
I can't hide this one thing that I've still been pretty sore about, and that is that ShaoHui,Theng and Kenneth were unable to attend my 21st birthday party. I can't say I wasn't upset, because I was.
I won't even lie - I was hurt.
Well, it's over now. And this year will be better! :D
--- Random talk
When I got attached abcdefg years ago and just focused on being with him, I missed out a lot.
While D was out (and about) knowing the best people in life, I missed out.
After the break up, I joined the clubbing industry (HAHA) again.
D would always introduce me to her friends and initially, I thought that I wouldn't be able to click with them because they all had so so so many memories together. Me? Nada.
I always thought that the club-friendship thing was rocky because sometimes I see things in a negative light.
If you open your ears wide enough, you would hear the gossips above the loud clubbing music.
(I'd ignore them if I were you though)
But I was wrong, utterly wrong.
So wrong I feel ashamed.
Clubbing is where you get to see the real-est sides of people, nice or not.
You get to meet true friends.
At least that's for me.
Well, when you're INTOXICATED (I wouldn't say drunk), you behave more comfortably - good and bad.
Hmm, how do I say this?
---- Suddenly got so blank out and lost my trail of thoughts ----
Go experience it for yourself.
But anyway, I just want to say "Thank you" to my own-believed God.
Thank you for arranging such beautiful people in my life.
I can never be more thankful.
And thank you all for letting me be a part of your life.
Ending with pictures of all these beautiful people!
Sober dinner party @ Senki Japanese Restaurant
Jodie, Huiling, Joey, Boonlye, Thiamlye, me, Joann, Diana
Diana's birthday dinner @ Five and Dime
Leonard, Bot, Weixuan, Alan, me, Lester, Diana, Huiying, Kirbie
Swimming pizzas & karoke party @ Minton
ShaoHui, Me!, Theng Hwee, Jonathan
(Forgot to take a picture with Zaf, Terence and Amani baby!)