" Don't ask me how fucked up I was. Why I did this, why I did that. It's easy for me to say I did everything and made every mistake because I wanted to get over you. Don't ask me how I get through my every nights. Finally falling asleep because I got so tired of crying and you still haunting my dreams. Waking up the same way I fell asleep. It's a cycle. It never ends.
I miss you once again, I was doing so well. I was getting along, but it comes in waves.
Yesterday was a night in a long long time I felt that I could die, just by crying. So breathless, so so sad. I had too much to drink. And it's gay when you get high and you cry. But I can't help it. I don't think any of my friends saw me crying before. I don't know. Freaked them out. And then I realised it was too gay I had to stop.
But I'm still broken. When you cry so hard you look into the mirror and feel silly.
I am silly.
But it's okay, because I will smile with whatever that's left of me. I don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself.
Silent cries in the darkness
Breathing muffled by the cookie monster.
Pieces
(To Be) Achieved.
As of 13JAN2015 Prada Burberry Michael Kors Swarovski Juicy Couture Chanel No. 5 Celebrate my 21st! - Capri hotel
- Swatch
- RiverIsland
Save up for more holidays!
Planning: Seoul, Korea Achieved '16!
New York, USA
Germany
Actually, anywhere, everywhere.
Secret Compulsions
Hard leather everything.
Time to find a new love for motivation!
Been to!
Anaheim, California, USA
Bakersfield, California, USA
Bangkok, Thailand
Gold Coast, Queensland, Australia
Hong Kong, Hong Kong
Las Vegas, Nevada, USA
Los Angeles, California, USA
Melbourne, Australia
Santa Monica, California, USA
Seoul, Korea
Sydney, Australia
Taipei, Taiwan
Vancouver, Canada
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Beitou Thermal Valley, Taipei
Bondi Beach, Sydney
Disneyland, California
Disneyland, Hong Kong
DreamWorld, Gold Coast
Darling Harbour, Sydney
Fisherman's Wharf, Taipei
Grand Canyon, USA
Great Ocean Road, Melbourne
Ningxia Night Market, Taipei
Phillip Island Tour, Melbourne
Ping Xi, Taipei
Raohe Night Market, Taipei
Rocky Mountains, Canada
Sea World Gold Coast
Shi fen, Taipei
Shilin Night Market, Taipei
SkyPoint Observation Deck, Gold Coast
Sydney Opera House, Sydney
Xi Men Ding, Taipei
Wu Fen Pu, Taipei
