I think this is the only first time in my life,
that I'm so upset.

This downwards feeling, is so unpleasant.
This feeling is so unimaginable.
The pain is unbearable.
And it's just those tears gushing down.

I know now I'm sounding all emolistic.
But I'm not in the mood for play, and smiles.

This someone that I'm really concerned about,
is someone that I've known, only for, 11 days now.

Can we rewind back to last week,
where everything was still in place?

Since I got the news, my heart sank.
And the moment I got some time of my own,
tears started to gush down.
Every where I go, I think of you, and tears fill my eyes.

Can we really, please, go back to last week?
I'll cherish you even more than I did.
I'll still bicker with you,
with you teasing me about my outstanding bag, and my outstanding feather earring?

And going to Giant @ Vivo,
and you trying your best not to talk to me, and just tried to act stern but I could still see you um-chio-ing.
And you kept joking with me about whether or not I can help you buy your favourite Honeydew GreenTea from SweetTalk.

You: "Eh 我想喝leh“
Me: "Really ah? Okay!"
You: "No la, just kidding."
And you go on and on and on,
laughing like it's the funniest joke on the century.

And when I'm about to walk there, you pulled me back with that hand of yours.
About you treating me BK even though I was damn full.
"Wa, the more I eat, the hungrier I become."
Remember?
About you staring at me eat my fishball noodles.
About you staring at me while I popped the whole fishball into my mouth.
About us play L4D @ Hougang Green, and you killing me & Diana when we just spawned as the Infected one?
About you asking what we wanted to eat, so that you could order for us.
And about me bickering with you because you don't let me buy drinks for you all.



You said that the day when I tell you that I miss you,
is the day you die.
You're wrong.
The next time I see you, I'll tell you that.

I'm going to sleep now because the 2 sleeping pills are starting to work already.

Prayingforyou,XiaoLong(L).