Thanks Jerron (:
Though you jokingly laughed at me when I was at the lowest point of my life.
No lah, just that, when I was feeling just soo down.

So down that everyone can see.

Yeah, my appeal to RP failed.
I was so utterly sad.

Th higher th expectations,
th greater th disappointment.

Now I know what it means.
As in, what it really really mean already.

Alright.
Now I am officially a Temasek Poly student.
I'm studying Info-Comm.
I will concentrate & all.
If I really don't like it,
or what-so-ever,
I'll make a transfer next year (:

Okay, I have to brave up now.

I was so nervous this morning,
however, I was holding very high expectations.
Sighs, results were very unexpected.
When I saw the results,
I was like, going through loads and loads of mixed feelings.
After that,
I went up to the room to bathe.
After that,
Dad phoned, and I happened to pick up.
He yelled at me for no fuck.
So I was goddamn angry.

Then after that, I started sobbing soooo hard,
like water tears is free.
Thanks Diana, thanks Jerron.
Thanks Dad.

You all were not there when I needed you.
Why?
Sometimes I wonder why am I always there for you guys,
but you people are just so stuckup, being in your own world,
not even knowing that I've cried,
not knowing that I'm feeling down.
You were just, never there.

Went down to AMK to collect my medical stuff,
bought MeiYi & Fenella's birthday presents.
Still in th midst of preparing Diana's present(s).

After that, Mom came over to fetch me from the medical there.
Then after that,
went down to fetch WeiYang from school (:
Then went down to TP.
Submit my paperwork already (:
Like, finally!