Okay. With regards to whatever is wrote on YOUR BLOG,
whatever , shan-iloveyou.bs.com.

I seriously, don't give two fucks.
But I think that is total humiliation and total insult.
That's defamation.
If by reading his blog, that's what you think of me?
It's your problem.

I'm not for YOU to judge.

"People Ask me
Why She Never Write About With You In The Blog?
After I stead With her
My Friends Told me
If The Girl Really Like You
She Will Blog About You
& Even Will Put The Name At Least With ♥
But She Never Even Put..
Just Like I Saw Alot Girl Blog?
Okay Maybe Is Her Habit
That I dont Care..
But during Valentine Day
She Should Put Go Out With Me
But She didn't Even Post"


Since this is what you say,
I also want to reply you.

What kind of Valentine Day was that?
FOR ALL OF YOUR INFORMATION,

I fucking swear that it's like, the worst valentine day I've ever spent in my life.
I'm sorry, I didn't actually want to say that.
You want me to post about it?
FINE , I shall!
My worst valentine day ever.
&Please,
why do I have to write it on my blog?
To tell everyone that I'm attached?
What's the fucking point?
For what?
Advertorial business?
No link right?
Alot of girls like write like that, I also must?
I was intending to put after a week plus.
But now, there's no need (:


"Okay Larhs ..
I Am Sorry To See her privacy
Her Audition Account
I Went To Her MSG Box
And I Saw Alot Thing
I See I very Sad
But I Dont Wish To Say Out
cause I think Past Already
Dont Wanna Talk About It
Cause People Got His/Her Freedom
They Got Thing They Like To DO
And Wad They Want
I Cant Control People
Just Like They Are Not my Dog / Robot
I Talk To GIrl/Boy
Not Flirt, That Only Make Friends
Just Like She Talk To Boy Everyday ?
The HandPhone Wallpapaer She With A Boy
I Also Never Say Anything
But I Jealous Abit Larhs..
But I Dont Want Spoil My RelationShip
So I Dont Wish To Say Out.."

For god's sake. Open your eyes can?
MSG Box, my mails, all from 2006 like HELLO?
My latest message was the one you sent AFTER you said you wanted to QUIT AUDITION.
Omfg, STOP INTRUDING MY PRIVACY,
since you know you are.
Please la, like as if since we break, I ever went into your account.
Please FUCKING STOP going into my account.
Since you can't stand me being such a HONGSTER,

then just fuck off.
I already made it clear.
Who's the one now who doesn't want to let go?
The handphone wallpaper thing,

Me & Kelvin?
I told you he's my fucking best friend.
Fine, if you want to be jealous about it,

so be it.
Saying it out, won't hurt a tad bit.
It won't 'spoil' out relationship.
But since it's over, thereis nothing to 'spoil' already (:
You yourself said,
"If You Dont Tell Me, How I Gonna Know Wad You Want& Wad U Like / Dont Like ..Isit Right?"


"I Willing To Change For Her
But Will She Give Me Chance?
I Call Her, She DOnt Even Want To Pick Up
I Thinking .. Even Though People So Wad?
Ask Come Back To Me Without Any Feeling ?
Also No Use..
I Think 21 February She Never Patch Back With me
I Gonna ForGet It ..
Cause Quite Alot People
Telling Me This RelationShip
Dont Worth To Continue
Cause Eventhough

She Care About You
But Is She Really Like You?
Or She Just Playing Your Feelings?
As I Self-Reflect
Even If My Attitude Sucks
If She Really Really Like You
She Will not Left You Without Giving You Chance?
That I Think Quite Long
My Friends Are Rather True..
I Agree Wad They Say .__.
For SOme =X"

It's not that I'm not giving you any chances.
Chances should be created by yourself.
From what I see,
you're fucking not even sincere about asking for patch.
& Yea, "ForGet It"
Since you said it yourself.
Then, FORGET IT.
Don't put yourself and I into such pain & agony,
because I know it's troubling me hell load.
People tell you to end this relationship.
Yea, I've ended it,
but you're the one who doesn't want to let go of it.
Since you agree with your friends, do the same.
It's not that I'm not giving you any chance.
But like you yourself said, "Attitude not say change then change one"
Correct or wrong?
So since you've decided to change,
you mean, within 3-5days you can change?
After you, living you like yourself, for fucking 15 on 16 years?
I'm sorry, I don't think so.

"She Say I Say brian Dog..
But I Think That Is A Misunderstanding
I Saying My Class Randy Maybe She Too Tried Heard Wrongly?
I Only Will Call brian Pig Only
I Treat brian As My Brother
You Think I Will Say That?
If You Really Think I Will Say That
Then Sorry Then .. You Dont Belive Me
I Had Nothing To Say
But I Got 2 Word For You
"BYE ! BYE ! " "

Omg.
"Tell him don't follow them already. He still keep following them like dog"
You SUMPA you never fucking said this before?
Please la.
You know yourself fucking clearly what you said behind their backs.
You know yourself what you told me.
About THEM.
I'm sorry, I don't mean to spoil your 'brotherly' relationship.

"Okays I Also Heard That Brian Told Me
She Msg Him
"I Am Tried Of Crying"
I Heard That I Feel more Sad .__.
A Girl Cry For Me ..
Am I So Bad?
She Want Me Go School & Not To Fight
She Dont Like MY You Type As eu
I Change It..
One Thing..
If You Dont Like My Attitude Or WadEver
You Should Tell Me
So I Can Change It
If You Dont Tell Me
How I Gonna Know Wad You Want
& Wad U Like / Dont Like ..
Isit Right?"

I've already told you.
You can't expect me to tell you everything I want you to be.
So if I want you to change to be a total perfect gentleman,
you will be?
Sorry, I doubt so.

"You Want Me To Send You Home Everytime I Go Out With You
I Can ..
You Want Me To Not Complain About Going Where ..
I Also Can ..
But If You Hide From Me
This Type Of Thing
How I Gonna Know Wad You Want?"

Omg, a guy sending their girlf home, just fucking make sense.
As in, it's basic courtesy lehs. You fucking know or not?
I didn't 'WANT' you to not complain.
I'm just saying, that since I suggested a place,
and you have no ideas where else to go,
then why you want complain so much?
I don't need you to know what I want.
I only need you to know what I need.

Now,
AS REQUESTED,

140209


I woke up as usual at around 2 plus in the noon.
When I woke up,
I immediately called him.
Let me ask you, usually guys should plan vday right?
Knn.
I woke up, and called him.
I told him go East Coast Park la,

since I felt like cycling :D
& Since his dad never give him money.
So I told him, just go East Coast la.
What was his fucking reply?
"Don't want la. ECP alot people, sure very crowded one.
And then hor, later rain how?"
So I replied him,"Then where you want go?"
He replied with an obvious, "I don't know"

=-=
Lame fuck.

After that,
I took bus to parkway.
From my house down,

it fucking takes like, 30-45mins?
Hello?
He stay bedok lehs.
Bedok down, got shuttle bus.
Somemore, if take bus, like, 20mins at most? can reach?
Then?
He was fucking late can?
When I reached Parkway Parade,

he hasn't even boarded the bus.
Haha! So uber funny right? (:
How can a guy be late, on fucking valentine's day?
Okay, fine.
I thought it was okay to be late.
Cause I really believed the bus came late.

Then went down to Burger King for dinner.
After BK,

went down to ECP already.
Went to the LAN shop there.
Then after LANning,
we went to cycle.
Then cycle, play sand, cycle back.
It was already like, 8plus, 8.30pm I guess?
I told him I wanted to go home already.
Cause I smelt like tard.

I accompanyed him to the busstop nearer to PP,

cause he said he wanted to take shuttle bus back to bedok.
So I said okay.
Then he keep asking me to accompany him to take shuttle bus to bedok.
It's like,
Can you imagine?
I stay at Hougang area hokay.
Then it's like,
wtf?
It's like asking me to take bus,
from Parkway to bedok, & from bedok back to my home, where the bus will pass PP.
If now I'm still on student fare, it's okay.
But I'm so not.
My fares cost a bomb,
& seriously, there's no point to take shuttle bus.

So nevermind, I convinced myself that I was just taking the shuttle bus back to bedok cause I needed to top my ezlink, if not I can't take bus.
When in fact there was like, at most a dollar left in it.
So, I accp. him back to Bedok.
After that, I wanted to take bus 45 from like Ambrose's place there.
Cause it's like, fucking faster, compared to bus 24.
So I was about to go there.
When we were at mac there,
he's bro called, or vice versa.
And asked him to buy KFC.
Kfc, is like, fucking the other side can?
Then he kept asking me accp. him go.
I said don't want.
After several times I told him don't want.
He like jitao attitude me, then wanted to go the bus 45 stop.

Then I gave up, pissed.
I walked to the direction of KFC
& yelled, "I've never seen a guy as stubborn as you okay."

Then I acc him to KFC.
Then after buying, he send me go bus stop,
heng the bus 24 came immediately.
Lame fuck.

I'm done blogging.
After I reached home,
he didn't even sms me.
He didn't even ask me to give him a call after I've reached home.
Whatthefuck?
Lame thing.

Forget it la,
there's no point anyway.

After the break up.
He smsed me, I copied straight from the sms he sent..
"Hmm..
You ask me to self-reflect..
I kn0w I'm wrong to judge him..But I Dont mean It..I am just trying to be funny..Just like i say my brother snore u say ur father snore
then..
Okays.. I just wanted to ask u smth.. Did You Like Me in the st place?0r You Just Want people to celebrate with you Valentine's Day then you accpet me?
Okays..That All I wanted to ask you..You Can Choose Not To Reply..But I Just Want to know The Answer..I Will not disturb u..ily"

And I told him, DUH that I didn't stead just for Vday -_-
It's not like I got no dates.
If vday I really no date,
I would have tonned at friend's house already -.-
You lame fuck.

On 18 feb,
you smsed me,
& said you can't go home, cause your brother don't let you in.

On 19feb,
_____ & Brian smsed me,
& said you can't go home, cause you play lan with Brian, then went home late.
And your mom wanna hit you.

Then you came over to my house with Diana & Brian.
Then, you wanted to talk to me.
You didn't even ATTEMPT to.
You didn't even TRY to.
You down there, still chiochiochio, knn, like that means you're sincere?
Yeah right,
thanks, a hell lot (:

On 20feb,
what's your next excuse?
I'm sick of it.
Even after breakup, you want to make this lame excuses?
Please, it's all your own fault that you stayed out late.
Tell me for what?
I'm not his mom.

Last night, Diana together with Brian & Him came down.
Fuck, thanks Diana (:
Thanks hell lot.
I know you're trying to help,
but no ty.
No need to.

After I really told him patching was impossible,
he replied.
"If That Is Imposible I can Make It Possible =X
Can You Give A Chance Please?"

I replied,
"Enough is enough la hor.
I feel I already cannot tolerate it. Especially when you say I accept you cause I want you celebrate valentines day.
Fucking insulting"

He texted;
"Cause Of All My Friends Who Give Me Lot Of Pressure..
They Wanted To Me To Ask And Know How You Feel..
And I Really Really Like You <3"
"Ok..
It My Wrong Just Now For Not Stopping You Go In Your House..
Actually I Wanted, but I Remember You Say Your Father Firces.. I scare he nag so.. I Am Sorry!"
"Eventhought My Sch Mates Say You Fat & Short..
I scolded Them..I Told Them Stead Not See Chiobu Or Buangster..Is See Attitude.. As I So.. They Told Me.. Even You Want Me To Walk My Way You Walk Your Way..I Think I Will Not Do That.. But Isit Really What You Want?
I Dont Think SO.
Your Words Told Me That You Are Sad & Angry..
I Really Love You!
So Can You Give Me A Chance To Patch Back With You?I Will Wait For Your Reply. I Really Dont Want To Hurt You.."
"If 'Dont' You Reply Then I Will Wait..
Since I Also Never Go home.."
"Hoseh la..
Tio in-school suspension..
As I Think Of ytd You Say Tat Audi Msg Box..
Tat 1 is jealous..
But did I Told ur Friends?
I keep To Myself..
Then You Told _____ that i flirt then You Know This Thing Spread?
Ok..Not To Blame You..
If You Really Want To Continue I Will Wait For You.
iloveyou<3"


FUCK YOU!
The audition msg box, what the fuck is there to be jealous of?
Those messages are passe.
Can you fucking ask yourself.
Ever since I stead with you, for audi in this case,
I got hong tio boys not?
Nahbeh.
You never told me friends, you told YOUR friends.

Then I tell _____ that you flirt.
This thing only between ME, YOU & HIM.
How the fuck it spread?
It's either him or you what.
Whatthefuck?
Like as if I know any of your friends other than Brian & _____.
Who the fuck else do I know?
It spread, also huantio me?
Come on la.