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Wednesday, September 30, 2009 | 12:16 PM | 0 comments

SHANAYEEE
IS FEELING: Crazy + High + Tired! My insanity started this morning.

Slept at like 3+am, and woke up at 6.30am.
What's causing this sleeping problems?
I haven't been sleeping enough/well lately.
Why?!!!!?!?!?
And this sucks.
I love sleeping, so, how could this happen to me?
I hope this is just temporary.
Yeh, must be the bed.
I'm not used to sleeping on the bed again, like how I was like in the past!

Picky

Picky Picky Picky Picky
Picky Picky Picky Picky Picky
Picky Picky Picky Picky Picky
Picky Picky Picky Picky Picky
Picky Picky Picky Picky Picky

Control your poison babe,
roses have thorns they say.

Yep, woke up aat 630am, continued lying on the bed until 6.50am.
That's when I realised that I really couldn't fall asleep again.
So I went down, and greeted my parents & siblings, who were about to leave for work/school. (:

My dear surprised boy, WeiYang went like, "Wow Shan! It's a miracle that you can wake up so early!"
Laughs!
See? That's prove that I'mma the Sleeping Queen in the household.

So I started to feel bored.
And was intending to go jog a lil since I was awake, and the weather was cooling.
What's more, the 3am-early macdonald filet-o-fish breakfast was already super fattening,
and also 2 upsized pack of salted/seaweed frenchfries, shared with Diana.
She had her share of umm, McWings.
Like two hungry people liddat.
Laughs.

Yati then said she wanted to eat Chwee Kueh.
So that doubled the motive of me going.
Being a kind soul, and for self-interest, (Hiakzx) I went ^-^
Jogged from home all the way to 3 busstops down, the market beside YuYingSec ^-^
When I was in Sec school, I only went there like, once at most twice?
Laughs.
I used to always go Heartland Mall only.
~~So now I wonder why haven't I known YiJie earlier? ;o~~
LAUGHOUTLOUD.

So happily, I tu-ed until 7.20am, until I left home.
I then jogged to the market.
I don't know why, but somehow I feel people constantly staring at me.
Or is it self-conciousness? :\
(Now you see it, now you don't. Shake that ass on me.) ^o^
Hahaha!

Reached the market at like, 7.33am latest(?)
Fast or what.
I don't know why, but it only took me like 2 songs to reach there only.
So I didn't get to hear many of my songs.
But it was a pretty short distance only ^-^

Bought Yati's chwee kueh.
So I was thinking if I should jog back.
But I decideed that if I ran holding that plastic bag with 6pieces of chwee kueh, by the time I reached home, it would have became cold and all pi-chak *smashed already :\
Won't it?
I mean, when you jog, you've gotta swing your arms with your clenched fists.
Hahahah!
Okay. So I reached home around 7.40am.
Fast or what.
I only left house for 20mins! ^-^
Muhahahaha.
So proud of myself.
Whatever man!

Then since I reached home, I had been sitting around.
Until like around 9am(?), then I started using the computer.
Hahaha.
And what I did online was to play facebook, and search for music, and do up a new playlist,
which at the end, I couldn't even get the code for it cause mixpod suxks _l_

Ask me playlist or mixpod?
Playlist, for sure.
(Raise your hands up!, you know you want to!)

Am still awake.
Hope I get a good night's rest tonight.

Xoxo.
BYE BIMBO-ISTIC.

(L)

Sunday, September 27, 2009 | 12:43 AM | 0 comments

HELLO EARTHLINGGGGGSzx;

That time suntec there(:
LOL. The IT fair. Cannot remember the name of the fair already ~_~
ThengHwee popped by to see me! (:
Sweet lehzxz! xDDD

Was packing my room the other day,

and I found this.

Spoiled already :(
Damn sad.

I was saving it to bring to school, to share.
But ended up like that! >:(
Cause I forgot about it anyway :x
LOL.

Bought 2 packs of rubberbands from Thailand the other time ^-^
Lol.
And now got super alot of rubberbands!
LOL. Hahahha.

Now you get what I mean.

The thicker ones!

The thinner ones! :D

Faux eyelashes.
Don't think that got little bit only.
I've got alot alot of faux eyelashes now. Muhahahah.
That blue colour box already filled already.
I'mma gonna buy more faux eyelashes! :D
Nice ones esp!

My favourite Eclipse mint sweet.

Fav? Spearmint.
My fav sweet during my O's.
Heheh.

Was complaining to Love how I couldn't finish packing all my stuffs!
But luckily that night, when we confer-ed on the phone,
I finished packing.
The table :x

LOLOL!
Love did offer to help to pack for me, but I finished before he even can help -.-
Hehe!

Now my room's got a queen-sized bed I think?

2 people sleep one la, those big one.
Lmao.
So who wanna come over to stay over? :D

My super chio hot pink bag(:
I should have captured a more detailed peekture.
There are stuffs on the bag, like little little pokings.

Chioness <:
Can see in the first peekture actually.

And my chiobu(:
Know who this is?
Yes!
Stitch's toy.
The one Stitch hugs to sleep. So I'm Stitch(:
Cause I hug it to sleep! <:

Sunset this evening(:

Sunsets are the most beautiful.
The same goes for sunrise.
And rainbows(:

My dearest has only just ended work, and reached home.
He's bathing now ^-^
And hearing his voice makes me all perked up!

And I hope this lasts forever(:
I feel like I'm the most blessed girl on Earth already.

Saturday, September 26, 2009 | 12:12 AM | 0 comments

No tags = No views.

True/False?
FALSE.

I won't talk about my hits, being superbly high, or still madly hopping and jumping.
But at least, it's moving.
But there are no tags.

Maybe I'm being a selfish bitch like what you guys will say after reading this.
But please,
if you're at my blog, just to listen to music,
I'm sorry,
I don't think I really welcome you here.

I mean come on,
you guys wanna listen to music, listen to radio or something.
Damn.
Why come here and help me 'increase my hits'?
I don't need it.
I don't mind even if no one comes to my blog,
it doesn't really matter to me anymore.
I used to think that, "Blog hits are important.", "Blog hits show whether or not this blog is popular.", "Blog hits show if there are people reading my blog." and that, "The higher the views = the more people read = I can get more advertisements to my blog = earn money $_$".
But now, effit. (Not 'For The Win'. Sounds dumb -.-)

It doesn't matter anymore ^-^
That's probably the first smiley face in this post!
Wow, goddamn surprising.
Alrighttt.

A ~~short~~ lil sweet post.

160909;
Slept at around 1am, under advise of everyone ~_~
Cause I had a flight to catch @ like 7am?
Which means roughly 5plus 6plus gotta reach the airport.
But ended waking up only at 5am (:
Lol.
Received messages from some good friends of mine,
wishing me bon voyage (:
Thanks guys!

Arrived at Thailand airport around 9am(Sg time) if I'm not wrong :\
This uncle, Uncle Wutai, who stays in Bangkok, came to fetch us.
Haha.
Squeezed in his lil, umm, truck?
Not really truck.
Whatever la.
Vehicle.

Went to check into our 'hotel'.
Wasn't staying in a hotel, but in a service apartment.
Difference: Service apartment means there's a living room, and it's like a condo-like concept ^-^
Stay at,
CentrePoint, LangSuan.

Hope I got the spellings correctly(:
It's around town area.
Not a bad place to stay,
bellboy's pretty cute, and the people are friendly,
even those that help make-up the room ^-^

After leaving our luggages and all there,
went to this place which I know as, Chinatown.
Lunch for me sucked,
but was AWESOMELY FANTASTIC for the rest of the adults.
Pfft.

Did I mention?
I was the only teenager/child that went -_-
Went with:
Mua dadzx, Aunt Christina (小姑）, Grandma, and dad's cousiee whom I call Uncle -.-

See?
All the adults. No excuse to go Mac'd without WeiLing >:(

Alright.
Shopping there was damn fun.
You buy stuffs, WHOLESALE.
Which means you buy them in a bundle.
Daddy bought 12pairs of slippers, for 180Batt = SGD 7-8$.
CHEAP RIGHT.
I mean come on!
Each pair is less than a dollar! Like, WTFFFFF.
Went back with loadsa buys.
:D

Night came soon enough,
and we were at MBK = MaBunKong (I'm sure I got the spelling all messed),
for dinner! ^_^
YAY!
Steamboat for dinner.
HIPHIP-HOORAY!
I swear I was the happiest bitch alive.

Dinner rocked to the maxest of maxest!
After a lil lil shopping,
which I'm sure I didn't buy anything (-.-), then went back to the service apartment.
I'll just state hotel keh!
Service apartment is sooo much longer compared to hotel -_-

LOL.

170909; 2nd day!
Woke up at around 9am(BK time, not BurgerKing, BangKok, which is 10am SGTIME).
Walked down to Zen, it's a shopping mall ~_~ .
Hmmm, then continued walking down to Platinum.
Platinum is a place you should NEVER EVER MISS OUT,
if you love shopping,
and when you're BangKok!
Should you not listen, you'll regret it once you arrive back in Singapore.

Don't heed my advice,
and you deserve to die. - Like totally -.-
If you love shopping la, that's if it is.
But if you don't, don't bother going -_-
The clothes there are a steal!
You get to kinda nego a lil bit on the price,
however, the price is already for-everybody's sake, goddamnit cheap already.
Continue nego-ing, and I'll call you a MISER.
GETTTTIT?
M-I-S-E-R!
Laughs.

Not even having the intentions to proceed to 2nd level, I already had my hands full of bags of clothings. Cool or what.
Lmao.
Wasn't even halfway done shopping on the 1st level.
I miss shopping there, I still wish (up till now), that I had more time >:(
I did have the time, but not them.
Uncle, and Grandma didn't really like it, cause that place was more of a teenager paradiseyyy kinda thingy.
Blablabla and bla.

Had lunch at ummmmmmm, I kenn0rtts lemember leiizsxx.
Heh!

And I really cannot remember. But I think it wasn't too bad :\
LOL.
Okay, next.
Continued shopping, at I also don't know where.
OHOH!
Shopped @ MBK, after us cabbing down from Platinum there!
Hahahaha. I suddenly remember that.
Until at night.
And I bought a super chio hot glossy pink bag!
Shall upload peekture again!
I have used it twice already!
It's super easy to match lah!
Like DUH!
Chioness.

Then had dinner at some place with Uncle Edward's friends. (Dad's older brother) whom I call Pekpek or Peipei? -_-
LOL.
They had like zi char, but I had chicken cutlet! ^^v
Then back to hotel.

180909; Third day
Woke up.
And destination of the day: MBK.
It was a really long walk from our service apartment.
So we had a break in between.
I wasn't really tired, cause I was so excited to go shopping!
LOL.
But still, had a break at Siam Paragon.
Stopped @ Starbucks, which means, MANGO PASSION FRUIT!
My most lovedededed.

After Starbucks, my xiao gu went to buy some inner beauties - again.
Was just sitting around, rotting, reading magazines, while she shopped.
Hahhaha.
Miss Shopaholic~ (sings in the Miss Independent tune).

Then after that,
reached Siam Centre or what's it called?
Siam Centre/ Siam Plaza, either one, or none, which was behind MBK only.

Wow, that place was kinda like Bugis.
LOL.
Super cool.
Didn't buy anything cause they wanted to go MBK :(
See the badness of going there 'alone'? >:(
Sadassbiatch.

Went to MBK.
Bought a Pokey bag, which is super super adorable!
LOL.
Upload peek again soon ^_^
Shopshopshop the whole day.
Dinner-ed @ ITAH.
Some far away place from MBK.
Uncle Wutai 'ferried' us there.
And cause 4 people squeezed in the back sit, and 3 of them were adults,
me & my xiaogu squeeze until legs & butts numb.
LMFAO.

Lol.
ITAH is a restaurant that serves chinese food.
But was, kinda average only la.
Lol =X
After dinner, went to the night market.
Super cool!
Many many many many things to buy.
Just that didn't buy anything >:(
Short time.
But there was this really cool shirt that got me super interested.
The shirt had a panel,
and the panel had lights.
This light, actually moves accordingly to beat.
So imagine wearing that to a dim-lighted area with super huge base, like clubs or pubs,
and WOW, you'll be the center of attraction.
Cool isn't it? (:
But it's expensive, so no buy >:(

LOL. Back to hotel.

190909; Last day
Woke up as usual.
Went for some last minute shopping, @ Big C.
And then after that, PLATINUM love.
HAHHAAHH.
Didn't really buy alot >:(
Cause nothing much to buy due to rush, and short time.
Sianzx.

After an hour of shopping, went back to hotel, to checkout.
Some problems, and it was raining heavily.
The super cute bellboy kept um-chioing at me, for idk what reason -.-
But he's cute! ^_^v
LOL.

P/s: I've been typing since, like, at least 40 minutes already. Pro or what. Happy reading :X

Then after that, headed to the airport.
Heavy traffic, so Uncle Wutai turned out halfway, to go by another way.
Otherwise we confirm chop late.
Laughs.
Then had BURGERKING.
But there was no BK DOUBLE MUSHROOM SWISS,
LIKE WTF.
ZZZ;
So ate another thinggy.
Had this BBQ thingy, which tasted like double cheese burger.
But different.

Reached singpore, home, after 2 hour flight.
Started unpacking the minute I reached home instead of running to my room and check my phone like usual.
LOL.

When I retreived my phone, guess how many messages I received?
22 (:
Is that little or many?
4 days = 22/4 = around 5messages per day.
Not very bad la -_-.

But someone didn't message me the 4 days.
Which made me feel kinda sad.
Even though he told me to call him the minute I reached Singapore,
and text him before I left Singapore.
But the minute I texted him that I was back,
he called me within a second!
Laughs.
Thoughtful? Or just a coincidence?
Thoughtful as in, he was waiting for my message.
Hmmm, ponders.

Hahahha.
Okay.

Continue blogging...
about this week!

20th is a day I wish, I'll remember for the rest of my life(:

21st September 2009.
Went to Hougang Mall with Diana, cause she was complaining that she was bored stiff at home.
FYI, 21st was a public holiday ^-^
Lol.
After that, went to Kovan to meet YiJie (:
He was so shy at the start, cuteeeeeee ^-^
Then went to Hougang, supposedly to meet Idk who.
But we ended up train-ing back to Kovan (:
And idled inside the station to wait for JunJie & Calvin.
Lol.
Then after they came, we went to Wisma Atrium! ^-^
The Jies had their dinner, they had, ummmm, pasta!
Hahahaha.

Then went down to Cineleisure.
They played in the arcade, maximum tune? Isit? :\
Lol.
I was peeling my the flaky parts of my lips,
and suddenly it started to bleed.
I panicked.
So I started sucking my own bottom lip.
After like 2minutes, it was still bleeding.
I got kinda scared, but I didn't make a sound.
I continued sucking, and praying that it would stop.
And like after 5minutes, it finally stopped.
Phewww.

After arcade, went to Kbox! ^-^
Was kinda shy singing with them, cause I.. you know.. didn't really know them that well.
But they were all really friendly ^-^
Heheheh.
THEY PLAYED WITH THE TIDBITS!

Super funny.
Cause Calvin was playing with those tidbits.
Then YiJie & JunJie got 'mad' and they had this 2v1 thingy.
Super funny.
Then Calvin swipped the whole bowl of tidbits in our direction.
Then YiJie & JunJie both rained tidbits back on Calvin.
Imagine that,
super hilarious.
Lmao.

Then sang until don't know what time.
And YiJie started dedicating kiddo songs like 放学歌，妹妹背着洋娃娃, those kinda songs.
SUPER FUNNY I TELL YOU.
^-^

After that, cabbed back with YiJie(L).
He was super tired, and he had work the next day thou.
Poor him.

23rd Sept,
met YiJie @ Kovan at around 4pm.
Then met JunJie.
Then train-ed down to Plaza Sing.
Met Calvin, JunJie's girlf, his girlf's friend, and another friend with her boyf(:
Total, 8 people.

My silly YiJie bought only 7 tixs instead of 8 for the movie, The Ugly Truth.
Worth the watch(:
Loved it.
Hahah.
Nice yet hilarious.

Then went down to uh, Parklane isit?
And they played arcade.
I DIDN'T PLAY, believe? <: Lol. Then walked down from Parklane to Iluma. Sia la, I didn't know it was so clooseeee; Laughs. Then dined at the Kopitiam at Bugis, the upstairs there. Had fishball noodles! ^-^ First meal for the day. Muhahahahaha. Didn't finish cause the noodles were kinda stuck together. Then all of slacked around near Starbuck's outside there, deciding where to go. JunJie's girlf's friend with boyf, went off first ^-^

And after an hour plus of dilly-dally, we decided to all go home. Slacked outside 7-11 for awhile, then all took our respective buses ^-^ Bus-ed home with YiJie & JunJie. Reached home then chatted on phone with my YiJie (: Then conferenced with JunJie, JunJie's girlf(which wasn't there, I guess?), Calvin, and Rena (But I didn't know it was her until later on! ): ) Then after that, only left with Me, YiJie, Calvin and JunJie. Packed my table while on the phone.

Seee, I'mma good at multitasking. Completed packing only like an hour later la! -_-
Idk why my table is so super messy.
Chat till like 3am, then Calvin kupped.
Then around 3plus, all kupped.

24th Sept.
Met YiJie(L) @ his house busstop there.
Went for lunch(:
Had Char Shao Fan while he had his fried rice.
And he was still pretty upset about him not buying the number >:(
Get over it soon kayyyyyyyyyyy Love! :D

Then walked to the busstop at YYSS backgate there,
and took bus to Kaki Bukit Comfort the car licence thingy.
Kpo-ed while he registered for his bike licence.
So troublesome siol!
~_~
Still must what top funds into the account thingy, lol.
I wish I can just get my licence without going through all this hassle.
Lol.

BLOG AGAIN SOON.
This should last you for 5 days!
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
SAYOOOOOOOOO.
I'm going to find something to do >:(

P/ss: I never write anything about me & him yet, cause I want it to be more stable first kkkkkeh!
P/sss: I doubt he reads my blog >:(
P/ssss: I doubt he even knows I own one! MEGA >:(
P/sssss: I'm missing him now
P/ssssss: But he's asleep.
P/sssssss: Diana pleaseeee, I'm still a good sister hor!

LAST ONE.
P/ssssssss: I started blogging at 10:52PM. And now it's 12:11 AM.
PRO OR WHAT!

NON-STOP BLOGGING for 1 hour plusplus! :D

TOODLES;
6days, going strong!

突然的突然

Friday, September 25, 2009 | 3:47 AM | 0 comments

For the first time,
of the firstestest time,
I don't have any peektures to upload >:

Have been going out lately,
but have yet to take any peektures.
Heheheh.

Where shall I starttttt?

There's so many things I want to say,
yet I don't know if I should say.
I kinda still doubt, a lil bit, at least.
I kinda doubt, if it's real.
Why am I feeling this kind of insecurity again?
It's like your a balloon,

that will just fly away,

so far, beyond reach.

Make me believe in you >:(
Ihatemyselfforfeelingthisway, always.

突然好想你,突然好想见到你.

突然的突然,好想吻你.

You make me feel this way.

Error

Tuesday, September 22, 2009 | 10:55 PM | 0 comments

Sometimes,
maybe we should stop, and wind it back,
to what we've done wrong.

We should probably think about who is the one really at fault.
Maybe you might think that I didn't stop you,
but what could I do?
It was your live,
even if I continue persuading you,
but it fell on deaf ears,
I'm sorry, there's nothing I can do.

And ya!
Will blog more tomorrow!(:
Daddy's about to off internet in 8 5mins.
Life sucks, right?

Cause everytime we touch,

I get this feeling,
and everytime we kiss,
I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast,
I want this to last,

need you by my side.

Randomology.

Sunday, September 20, 2009 | 2:38 PM | 0 comments

I MISS MY FEN DARLING!
Teeheeee.

All the good times we had :)
But you must study hard for O's, and your ITE kay!
Jiayoujiayoujiayou!
Lurrbbeeesss <3>:(
No put peekture cause my lappy reformatted, and I'mma lazy to refind it >:(
Sorry.
But super miss you.
Meet up soon okay!
The last time we met up was like when sia!
Before my sem exams.
But you sure busy studying for O's.
But still, takecare of yourself kay!

See how popular I was when I'm young. Laughs :)
(Not shy).
Laughs.

Missing my old blogskin actually :\
I liked it alot alot alot alot, and I don't know why! :o

AHEEEEEEEMMMMMM;

Super short post ain't it?

Bangkok, Thailand, was funn!
Stayed at around town area.
Stay at CenterPoint.
It was a service apartment (:(:(:
The bellboy supersupersuper cuteeeeee;
Always holding the door open for me.
Until the last day,
I dont know why,
he see me he smiled damn big.
And somemore see me then chiochio, want laugh.
Siao bodoh.
Crazyyyyeh -_-
But he really damn cute ^-^

But there was miscommunication with regards for some issues,
so I bet we'd never be going back there to stay >:(
Awww;

But it was cause of lack of communication,

so how can blame! >:(
Wlaozx, halfhalf mah,

howcan make us pay full price?
Laughs.

Whatever laaa.

Super fun trip.
Bought loads and loads and loads of stuff!!! :D :D :D

WAITING FOR MY MAC TO COME NOW,

While watching The Eye 10!

OKAY,
BYEBYE! xDDDD

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 | 7:04 AM | 0 comments

Hello! :D

I'mma at the airport now.
Going off to Thailand.
Back only on Saturday! ^-^

Teeheee.
Goodbye allllll.

:DD
Melubbbyou.

F901 CHALET PEEEKTURES! :D

Tuesday, September 15, 2009 | 11:36 AM | 0 comments

F901 Chalet peeeekktures.