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Wednesday, April 11, 2012 | 11:31 PM | 0 comments

" Don't ask me how fucked up I was. Why I did this, why I did that. It's easy for me to say I did everything and made every mistake because I wanted to get over you. Don't ask me how I get through my every nights. Finally falling asleep because I got so tired of crying and you still haunting my dreams. Waking up the same way I fell asleep. It's a cycle. It never ends.

I miss you once again, I was doing so well. I was getting along, but it comes in waves.

Yesterday was a night in a long long time I felt that I could die, just by crying. So breathless, so so sad. I had too much to drink. And it's gay when you get high and you cry. But I can't help it. I don't think any of my friends saw me crying before. I don't know. Freaked them out. And then I realised it was too gay I had to stop.

But I'm still broken. When you cry so hard you look into the mirror and feel silly.

I am silly.

But it's okay, because I will smile with whatever that's left of me. I don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself.

xx" - Ding Xuan ( http://crunchycoconut.blogspot.com/ )

end of story.

Thursday, March 15, 2012 | 1:29 PM | 0 comments

Someone please tell me how the fuck can I console myself.

With such shitty results, I mean, seriously?

After working so fucking hard on my MP, all I get is a C+?

Please tell me how I've not worked hard for it.

Lol, super contradicting. I don't fucking get it sia.

I mean, if I didn't work hard enough, I only have myself to blame.

But now, I worked so hard on it, but this is all I get in return.

Okay can.

I mean, just think about it.

Skipping lunch, staying back to 7+, 8+pm.
Funny meh?

We hardly get any help, and all that we have is Google.

My partner has her own stuff to cope, can't help me.

But I helped her, I helped myself.

I even helped Michael with parts of the project.

Come on'. This is all we get in return? A C+?
Who will even want that.

Why not you let me redo my MP?

Seriously, come on.

This shit isn't even fair.

Not in anyway. And let me tell you, I don't fucking like my results.
Full-stop, end of story.

AND P FUCKING S: WE WEREN'T JUST DEALING WITH THE PROJECT WITH THE KNOWLEDGE WE HAD BECAUSE APPARENTLY THE KNOWLEDGE IMPLANTED TO US FROM SCHOOL WORK CAN ONLY BE APPLIED IN SUCH A FUCKING MINOR WAY.

Quick Update

Friday, March 2, 2012 | 12:21 PM | 0 comments

Here's a quick little update.

Been busy with school, projects & exams.

But now, we're all done.

And what else?

I'm gonna be graduating in May.

I mean, it's just I suddenly feel so lost.

I know probably everyone else does, too.

But I feel exceptionally lost.

Like, I know what I want, but I don't know how to do it.

Get it?

So basically now, I guess my first step would be to choose what course I would want to take up in SIM first.

Everyone's saying that I don't have to look at the course requirements, got money they sure put you in and stuff like that, how true?

HAHA.

Okay, shall go take a look and come up with a list later on!

*Postman just came, crossing my fingers, dying hoping it's the Polaroid films :')
It's been a really long wait! :<

Friends.

Thursday, December 8, 2011 | 4:13 PM | 0 comments

I was thinking hard on my way home today while on the bus.

During my secondary school days, friendships were really rocky, at least for me it was.
Well, I thought I finally settled with a couple of friends, but turns out, maybe not.

Was it me?
Because they're all still so in-contact with each other.

I guess I have personality issues.
Or rather, friendship problems.

I approached Poly life.
And made friends, with almost everybody.
I guess, when you head on to poly, your mature, a hell lot.
And also, you start to become more open-minded to stuff.

Well, open-minded in a huge sense.

And I just want to say thank you, to all my friends, who have always been there.
Diana told me, "Congratulations, you finally found true friends."

And that sentence was etched in my mind.

True friends. You don't need true friends, just having one true friend, is more than enough.

A true friend that sticks up to you,
make fun of you or vice versa,

a friend that's always there for you.

But I think, I found true friends.
Or at least, I've found friends, who I truly love and want the best for them.

Thank you, all, for everything you guys have done for me.

Now I'm never all-alone.

BABYSAYMELAZY

Thursday, November 10, 2011 | 11:32 PM | 0 comments

BABY SAYS IM LAZY.

STUPIDBOY.

BUT I STILL LOVE YOU.

HEHEHEH.

FOREVER AND ALWAYS!

HEHEHE. CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOUR FACE FOR THE SSSSSSSSSSSS*.

MUHAHAHAHAHHA.

LOVEYOU.

Time -

Wednesday, November 9, 2011 | 6:05 PM | 0 comments

I don't know if it's because you're in there,
that has made my life go haywire, at least for now.

I still need time to adjust,
and time to get used to not being able to see you for another couple of days.

Still need time to adjust my emotions and prevent that lonely feeling from haunting me.

Time.

Dumb

| 6:02 PM | 0 comments

I'd be stupid enough to give you my password again.
You deserve this, you deserve this totally.

I gave you the password, so that you'll have ease of access to my computer?
Yes, but not to the extend that you don't even have to ask me if you could use your computer.

Nice one, asshole.

And oh please, WHAT FOR SHOULD I EVEN BE NICE TO YOU ANYMORE?
When you don't even fucking bother to give me that slightest bit of respect of asking me for permission for using my computer.

Give you 20k @Cash still not enough?
You want me sponsor for your fucking wig? Come on!
Why don't you ask me if I can spoon-feed you and buy you a Chanel bag?

As if I don't save and earn my own money.

Kfuckbyeasshole.